This requires a slow read as it is dense...but I think, exceptionally important
In a race to possess the oppressive foothold with which the propagation
of iniquity could be democratized to substantiate the delusion of Fallen Humanity and Original Sin, Greek and Roman philosophers appealed to Greed (pleonektes and cupidus,
respectively) as a generalizable abhorrent trait. Polycarp, Tertullian, Clement of Alexandria,
Lactantius, and Sextus all echoed warnings against the impulse to
seek to possess beyond reasonability.
By the 4th century, the fledgling apostolic church knew that
by ascribing to the teachings of their long-romanticized namesake the maxim, “the
love of money is the root of all evil,” they could convince everyone of a
fundamental sinful nature. After all, who doesn’t love money? For justification, they wove an elaborate
thread around the oral tradition of the Abrahamic faith’s myth of a beginning
in which the mortal crime of humanity – alleged to be resulting from the conspiracy
of a snake and a woman preying on a clueless and malleable man – was the pursuit of knowledge and served as the
basis for a persistent ubiquitous evil condition. Ignoring the prima facie conundrum of an alleged “sin” derived from a deity who
is the personification of Greed itself (after all, in the 10 Commandants, 1/3
are about an egotistical, self-absorbed deific greed demanding supremacy, attention
and loyalty), the early ecclesiastical brainwashers took advantage of
illiterate masses and manufactured a pervasive illusion of a flaw in character
and made it the evidence for sinfulness.
Epiphanes of Cephalonia in the late first and early second
century CE was critical of this restrictive and oppressive social
construction. Together with other
Gnostics, he argued that as the sun equivalently shines on everything; nature
provides for itself with equanimity; and therefor greed and avarice are born
not of human nature but of the mistaken impulse to enclose thereby creating the
illusion of relative abundance or scarcity.
Greed, and all other contrivances of ownership and enclosure, were
evidence of manipulated darkness – not the equivalently available evidence of
life-giving illumination. This
celebration of isomorphic nature was considered a heresy by the early 4th
century and the Dark Ages were set in motion!
In an effort to understand greed more fully, I took the time
to read Dr. Vadim Kaplunovsky’s TheQuantum EM Fields and the Photon Propagator in which he weaves a mathematical quantum tapestry of Feynman, Green, Coulomb,
Heisenberg, Lagrange, Yukawa, and others to explain attraction, repulsion, and
other basic observations of photonic behavior.
He concludes his treatise with passing observation that mathematically,
fermions and anti-fermions can be attracted to each other despite the clearly
repelling natures of their charges! If
you take the time to read the paper, this last sentence is worth wading through
all the Greek formulae. For in his final words,
we arrive at a conclusion which confirms that there remains – in the end – a mystery.
Greek philosophers gave us an obsession with geometry and,
in so doing, the illusion of boundaries.
If we examine what physicists call ‘elementary particles’, we realize
that they are neither particles nor are they thermodynamically limited. All of our sense making in quantum mechanics
presupposes conditions that are illusions as falsifiable as all the myths that precede
the scientific revolution. Distance,
time, vacuums, laws and constants are all dimensional projections which serve
to limit what is fundamentally unlimited.
Our obstacle to understanding quantum energy states is our manipulation
of a projection of distance, time, or both.
Can two particles experience non-local effects through calculable deduction? Almost.
But to model this phenomenon requires assumptions we know to be
untrue. Would it be simpler to see
energy as an infinitely orthogonal dynamic without shape or boundaries? Of course.
But if we did that, no one could be the arbiter of the dominant general
theory and, as such, hierarchy, power, control, and manipulation would be
inaccessible.
I’ve been drawn to understanding photonic propagation for a
particular reason. I’m intrigued by the
phenomenon of experiencing a life in which the more incredulous individuals are
in the presence of generous giving, the more beneficiaries rapidly move from
gratitude, to distrust, to outright parasitic expectancy. Together with the Gnostics, I find the source
of emanation energy the object of inquiry.
Much of my life’s work and activity seems to arise from a rather
mysterious energy that persists even at times of extreme emotional or physical
depletion. And the beneficiaries of my
actions are seldom individuals with whom a ‘contractual’ agreement or exchange
exists. In other words, my default is to
share and give without consideration.
This explicit mode of engagement without expectation of ‘return’ in an
equivalence or in-kind fashion does not mean that I don’t have expectations. Quite to the contrary, if I have been
generous, my expectation is that generosity will propagate. If I have been kind, my expectation is that
kindness will flourish. And while I don’t
expect reciprocity per se, I do
expect that in the emanation of propagated goodness, at times, I’ll be the
beneficiary of that proliferated energy.
But this is seldom the case. In
fact, the more reproducible the adjacency to receipt of my energy, the less
likely I experience the flow-on effect and the more I engender expectation and
dependency.
Current photonic physics suggests the paradox of vectors of
propagation which imply some sense of momentum but grapple with the observation
that a photon can at once be pushing light energy outward and in the same
moment be receiving the same energy. In other
words, the error of individuation or identity is the geometric, spatial and
temporal fallacy. Like the sino-atrial node
in the heart, the auto depolarization is both arising from within, and
responding to, perceived ‘external’ activation.
But in the absence of distance, time, or space, the activation simply
is. Not from. Not to.
Just activation. Similarly, my impulse
towards generosity is neither “mine” nor “given to”. It simply is an impulse which is meant for
propagation – not absorption. Yet
absorption seems to be more prevalent than passing the impulse along.
So, back to Dr. Kaplunovsky’s unintentional philosophy. When discussing the oldest assumption of electrostatics
– namely, like charges repel and unlike charges attract – he hastens to point
out that in certain instances of kinetics (eg. gravity) attraction transcends this
“law”. Further, the linear model of
propagation fails to stay within the Quantum Electro-Dynamics (QED) theory when
infinite orthogonality and inertia are added to two dimensional planar
(non-realistic) assumptions. In other
words, all we think we can understand about propagation of charged particles
work in conditions that never exist, using projections of our own creation,
built on dimensional assumptions we objectively know to be untrue. Besides that, we’ve got it nailed down.
Which brings me back to the two millenia and counting
question. Can Emanating Light co-exist
in a world that presumes Greed? In a context
in which propagation of goodness was the infinitely orthogonal presumption of
non-local inter-relationship, we would be able to see the following:
- 1. In the moment of goodness received, there would be an immediate recognition (not acknowledgement of or reciprocity to) the momentum vector of such goodness;
- 2. In the same moment, the first impulse would be the transfer of received energy to omni-directional propagation in favor of consumption;
- 3. The experience of goodness would be confirmation of coherence within a field of goodness and a resolute intention to remain an active participant in such a field; and,
- 4. The ‘recipient’ would propagate the impulse in all vectors including the directional flow from whence the impulse was perceived.
This last point is most critical. This is NOT an admonition to “return the
favor”. This is acknowledging that if “I”
am the source of generosity, “I” might not be.
It may be that I’m merely the conduit through which propagated goodness
is flowing. Given my earlier
observation, this would be plausible considering that most of my best work
occurs when “I” feel least capable of being elegant, kind, graceful, or generous. What it DOES suggest is that a flow of
gratitude in the direction of or through
the steward of the impulse would reillumine that which is potentially obscured
enhancing the energetic exchange.
QED does not answer the ancient question of the Gnostic’s
Monad. But it does demonstrate the
length to which we’ll go to reify our illusion of separation and individuation. In the end, it is not Greed and Avarice that
beset us. Rather it is absorption
(gluttonous consumption of unconsidered energy) and narcissistic supremacy
(jealousy for favored status) that serve to sclerose our vitality and
propagative capacity. Recognizing that no
one can receive what I cannot give, I’m invited to see myself as a propagational
steward rather than a source of emanated goodness. And recognizing that equivalently no one can
take what was never mine, the absorption impulse can merely serve to identify
the dissonant fields in which I do not experience coherence. The early church fathers insisted on
separation as a presumption of all subsequent social calculations. We know that this fundamental assumption is
falsifiable in every manner. And modern
physicists continue to use a blur of rules, laws, and blinding formulae to
confirm theory which evidence clearly indicts by adding constants of time and
space. In neither case did any crowd ask
the sun where it defines its edge. At no
point did anyone ask the leaf whether it was producing glucose in photosynthesis
or whether it sees itself as merely a component of our respiring lung from which
it derives CO2. And until we can see the
inseparability of it ALL, we’ll go on hoarding and harming each other,
consuming that which we did not need to satiate desires we’ll never appease.