In the past several days, I've been too busy to write a blog
post. "I'll try to get to it
tomorrow," I've said as I lay down in bed a night too tired to open up my
computer. Were it not for a late night
flight to South Texas tonight, I wouldn't be writing now. I'd be sleeping. In my mobile office at 35,000' over somewhere
dark the pale glow of my computer screen is beckoning to me and so, game on!
I had the honor of experiencing a four dimensional
socioeconomic interaction in the past few days.
I couldn't help but see how much of what we tend to bring to our impulse
to enter into enterprise is shaped by tacit perspectives that represent assent
to volitional projections of others - sometimes across centuries or millenia. Allow me to grossly simplify the dimensions
for the purpose of elucidating some insight.
We were joined by stewards of North American First Nation,
African American, Euro-American, and Asian Fusion heritage. In our gathering, a number of energies were
explicitly manifest in a rather ironic literal sense. And, to be clear, we were assembled around a
few common convergent impulses - the proliferation of meaningful and complete
financial and economic literacy, ethical and transparent social impact, and, a
shared sense that we could make a difference in the world. As a participant-observer-orchestrator, I had
the curious perspective informed by relationships with each of the assembled
while many of them did not have a prior common link.
A couple observations.
There's a quantum difference between reacting to vs.
conscripting engagement with perceived opportunity and challenge. What did seem to define how people engaged in
our collaborative weekend was the degree to which people felt capable of
marshalling others into their sense of possibility. When the convening impulse was presented as a
response to a crisis or injustice, engagement foundered. When the convening impulse was presented as
an opportunity for an impactful contribution to the effort (not necessarily the
outcome), engagement was immediate. In
short, if people were specifically equipped with knowing what they were asked
to contribute based on their known capacity, enterprise flowed. If people were presented with a potentially
less consequential "cause", regardless of it's complexity, little
emerged at all. Conscription - the
capacity to discern the specific contributions that individuals can make to an
undertaking - outperforms conviction that something "should be done."
The currency of abuse is subject to counterfeit. With modest perception, one can readily see
massive social dislocation in each of the heritages represented. Whether it's dislocation from homelands,
dissolution of constructive familial ecosystems, susceptibility to environmental
and political capriciousness or any of the myriad of challenges, each of the
groups named above have experienced all or most of them. However, when a perception of injustice or
harm to a community with which one affiliates infects the capacity to engage with
others, a strange dynamic emerges. On
the surface one could conclude that communities with the apparent longest
exposure to persistent oppression should have the greatest sense of reactivity. The casual reader could imagine, from the
list above, the relative sense of reactivity vs. structural engagement
represented in the societal classifications I used to describe the gathered
above. But such a projection would be in
error. Explicit first person experience
of abuse (a more rational argument for reactivity) did not correlate with
reaction vs. thoughtful engagement. Let's
face it: my ancestors who were imprisoned, tortured and, burned at the stake
for their religious beliefs in Europe were no less displaced than North
American First Nations. When I hear
ethnographers speak of "indigenous" or "aboriginal" knowing
from land, sky, and flora and fauna, my heart yearns for the knowledge that was
exterminated when my ancestors were driven from their homelands. Is the remembrance of lost culture more
painful than its temporal remote amnesia?
Of course not. But invoking abuse
as a means to alter present or future outcomes is empty. The pain of separation and loss is a
phenomenal opportunity to shun carelessness and expediency in unconsidered
neglect today and a resoluteness to avoid repetition of callousness in the
future.
Our myths are broken.
With the aid of time machines travelling in any directional illusion,
we'd likely find a distribution of decent people acting decently and a minority
of bad actors acting badly. And, I'd
hazard to guess that in each period of any cycle, there'd be a complacent set
for whom systems are working fairly well and for whom incumbency preservation
is the mandate. I suspect there'd
equally be a large set operating under some imposed (self or other) subjugation
for whom "change" would be the prayer. Idyllic pasts are infused with as much
revisionism as prophetic heavens. And
neither exist outside of escapist delusions.
From the Eden and Babel stories of a god that fears the created
aspiration of his alleged own creation to the transcendental narcissism of
sublimated auto-enlightenment, it's time that we discard the illusion of
"creating a better" anything.
Our challenges do not arise from an absolute absence of anything other
than our capacity and discipline to perceive and discern. And when we organize our impulse towards a
"better" outcome, it would be pretty helpful to accurately define the
condition we seek to leave and the metrics used to discern arrival. I'm getting dangerously close to a nut
allergy around the "change for better" clamoring that I hear. I'm far more interested in repurposing,
co-opting, and inviting the system that is in place to consider its own
self-interest in making things work with greater persistence and generative
sustainability.
You can't see "diversity". None of the social descriptors I used to
introduce the assembled were effective at describing the life-force stewarded
by each individual. The more explicitly
grounded to purpose and productive experience, the more effective the
contribution; the more dissociated, the less effective. And you'll notice that I referred to all the
gathered as stewards of heritage. None
of them "were" the labels that can be irresponsibly applied. The diversity that matters is that derived
from assimilated experience and is manifest in receptivity to impulses to and
from self and to and from others. Our
phenotypic profile is meaningless if we cannot enlist it to reintroduce our
native self in engagement with the collaborating ecosystem.
Today was a great day.
The last several days were amazing and filled with productivity infused
with fellowship. I'm better for it and I
trust, in its sharing, you picked up a little taste of what went down in our
neighborhood. But what really hit home
was my resolution to live with all I've got now; make an impact; be stunning;
be brilliant. In that way, I'll continue
to avoid the procrastinator paradox of piling into tomorrow what I should have
engaged today. Best of all, I'll be
working with great people - as I was this weekend - with whom I'll get to
celebrate the delicacy of each cumulative moment.